Why I joined and left academia

Juan Manuel Contreras, Ph.D.
5 min readDec 14, 2020

I was 15 years old when I read Primal Fear, a novel about a person alleged to have multiple personalities—a condition now called dissociative identity disorder. The psychology depicted in the book impressed me so much that it started me on a decade-long study of the brain and found me, at 25 years old, a doctoral student at Harvard’s Department of Psychology.

But I’d grown disillusioned with the prospect of academic life and curious about other ways to make an impact on the world. A newly-minted psychology Ph.D. a year later, I walked into the Team Disney building at Walt…

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Juan Manuel Contreras, Ph.D.

Bolivian-American trained in cognitive neuroscience but working in applied science. Retired bassist and aspiring essayist. Trying to live in the here and now.